Adrenaline pumping in my veins...but not for a "good" reason.
Ugh. Yet another blowout of a fight with the spousal unit. Of course part of it was about me wishing to exercise today and seeking some "babysitting" - and I got the "You are a selfish bitch" "You don't contribute anything to this family" yadda yadda yadda. Oprah, Dr. Phil, and their denziens would have a field day!
Luckily for me I don't take any of his bullshit to heart. If I did, I would have had a nervous breakdown many years ago!
I managed to squeeze in a 15-minute lower body workout; kinda brief but I am too mentally exhausted now to do much more. Perhaps a few pushups and crunches later but for now I just need to blow off emotional steam.
Ironically tomorrow is our 7th wedding anniversary. Not something I'm gonna be celebrating!
Its ridiculous to me how much he chided me, when I was much heavier, to lose weight.
Even on our honeymoon:
First day on the beach, the day after we got married, I was wearing a new bathing suit, one intended to make me appear "slimmer". We walk to the water and two women stroll by in bikinis. My new husband turns to me and says, "Why can't you look like that?" Believe me, that phrase is burned into my memory! I should have had it annulled right then and there. Ugh. Hindsight.
